Sorry i have not been on in so long,i'm trying to live a life i nerver had it's hard.I been isolated from this world for so long,it's scary i dont no what's out there.The isolation was somthing i could not help no controll without medication..Drug's me yea man i been draged to the ground and more,not pot weak stuff but helpfull.For the longest time i use to be in a daze candyflipping and all,now i have more of a problem mental one's.To top it off no real family lost in a cold hearted world with nothing but problems no friends only a family that took me in.I'm 27 years old now i would like to do what's best  so sorry for not being there in raids or for the guild,i just dont want to die without see'ing whats out there frist and pushing myself is not easy with my problems.It has been 7 long years of drug's beer i quit and 10 years of having mental problem's with isolation from the outside,sadly there still there knowing they will not go away suck's evean sadder dealing with them everyday.That's all there is to say im fading in and out death is next if it hits.

Mooky man, don't apologize for having a life!  Especially when you haven't had the opportunity to do so before.  You know we all love you and care for you, and want the best for you, so if that's what you need to get better, then so be it!  Remember, its just a game.  XD

I know it just a game but people seem to have some care about me in the guild,so leaving for awhile don't seem so strange.It would be strange if i nerver said anything thats why it's not.I somtimes get urges to play but it's been so long i really dont have them no more,they will come back when my new video card comes over tho.It's going to suck when i come back because i'm going to have dank gear from what the guild probly has now,but thats ok i no the guild has my back.The stupist thing i did was use my new game card that i nerver got to use the time on.Probly pissed alot of outsider's off to because i did join a couple of group's for dungeon's and my video card decided to drop a bomb on me and freez up my computer,i hoped not.